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oh what the fuuuuuuuuck.
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Greetings!
How is everyone?

 
I feel I've been gone long enough. I just have no idea what to say now that I'm "back". So much has changed...Ben and I have finally parted ways (on a friendly note). some people just shouldn't be together. I have a "job"/"business" cleaning houses, I'm only cleaning for one couple right now..but it's something and I've lost almost 30 more pounds. I am now almost completely unrecognizable compare to the person I was two years ago. While things aren't great, they're improving, surely, steadily, because *I* will it so. ;)

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Music: Agalloch - Hallways of Enchanted Ebony | Powered by Last.fm

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 I am in love with this.
I don't care if you hate her, I am totally gay for love her.

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I'm going to do a survey right now because I should probably be pissed about some things, but you know what? I'm just not. Fuck it. Here's a picture!


I want to avoid brewing over it though, so I'm just  going to sit here, smoke my weed, eat this here ice cream, and mind my own business.
I have better shit to do with my brain power...like the aforementioned. 

*~AHEM~*

1. Five countries you would like to visit:
Japan, Germany, Romania, Australia, and India. 

2. Five places you've had sex (beds don't count!):
cemetery (naturally), ben's shower, car, and living room couch, also my back yard, sort of.
This made me feel boring. Ugh.

3. Five things you WANT right now:
Just ONE bullshit-free day, to be enrolled in  college, some gum, a large grape slush, cuddles

4. Five things you NEED right now:
money, my mother's tax information so i can enroll for next semester, to pee, a neck rub, A VACATION.

5. Five people you want in your life for as long as possible:
my mother, and I guess everyone else will just do what the fuck they want no matter what I want, won't they now?
 
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Mood: high high
Music: Deftones "Mascara" via Pandora

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for your feedback on  my last post.
I think I'll remain here forever.


Although, right now I'm going through this really odd phase where I don't like any of the words or thoughts that come out of my head so I might be quiet still. I feel I'm at a really strange place right now.


OH!  small exciting bit of news, I started working (volunteer) at Arx Mortis. I'm helping build, paint, distress, cover things in blood, and when fall comes- help with all of the actor's makeup and such/scare the daylights out of paying customers! I'm really excited about this, I really think the experience will pay off when it comes to my career dreams.

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I need to know exactly how many people actually read this bullshit that DON'T have me added on tumblr  or something?

I'm thinking about just  using that  for a while. I keep neglecting livejournal but updating tumblr...I'm thinking about making a more "personal" tumblr.

thoughts? y/n?

I appreciate all opinions :)

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i love you like a brother
and i love you like a child
and i love you like a lover
and i love you dumb and colorblind
and i love you like a mother
even after all you've done
and i love you like no other
but i know
you're not the one...
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I am a major fan of post-break up angry sex and extra dark chocolate with lavender. I also really want some mint tea right now, aaaaaaaand to smoke some more of that yummy cotton candy kush that John has. Okay, my bed sounds nice too, I've had only about 4-5 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours. If I don't sleep soon I'm going to end up losing my mind all over everything.

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 The highlight of my week.
 
New album coming May 18!
very excite, yes!

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Mood: high high

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